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  1. Yeah, I have had multiple different chemo variations of both pills and infusions and too many side effects to list. The absolute worst was after months of ox I couldn't even watch TV because it was too hard to focus. So I'm just laying in bed for full days doing absolutely fucking nothing while also feeling as though I'm constantly 30 seconds away from puking. As far as "pain" while receiving chemo I did start to have a reaction to ox around round 9 where I would get flush and develop hives all over my arms during the infusion. They started giving me a good dose of benedryl beforehand and that took care of it. My favorite port story is I was in the er because I was having some horrible pain, fever, and vomiting (all potentially very bad symptoms while immunocompromized) and they decided to give me morphine because the oxy wasn't doing anything. From what I've read morphine is supposed to be a slow push over a minute or two but this nurse just slammed the whole thing and I felt it hit my heart and instantly travel to every corner of my body. Fucking intense. Hours later I was able to "dream" by closing my eyes while awake and if I didn't like the dream I could open my eyes and reclose them and something new would be on like changing the channel except it all felt very real while at the same time knowing it's not. Really strange experience.
  2. We need a ai version with the gemstones, roys (not that they'd ever show their face at such an establishment) , and sopranos.
  3. It had to be be that illegal promise of ice cream
  4. There was a point during chemo where I actually gained about 20lbs in a month after losing 30 over the previous few months and the onc was like "uh, so it's great you're keeping weight but we, uh, don't want to put additional stress on the body either" I appreciated the tact.
  5. Yeah, there's a spot on my lungs that they can't figure out, it's been there from my first CT and hasn't grown or reacted to chemo. I got sent around to different specialist and their best guess is it's a dormant viral infection that I've suppressed for maybe decades. Unfortunately the body is not an exact science.
  6. There are many many variations of this sort of thing. I have a few around the house. https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0CM6V5GL2/ref=sspa_mw_detail_2?ie=UTF8&psc=1&sp_csd=d2lkZ2V0TmFtZT1zcF9waG9uZV9kZXRhaWwp13NParams
  7. I really enjoy pet scans too. It's almost meditative with the hum of the machine. Mine are always at like 7am also and I am NOT a morning person so I'm usually on like 2 hours of sleep. No music or video at my place but the 2x4 grid fluorescent lights have a beach scene cover on them and it's fun to open my eyes every few minutes and see how far the bench has moved by how much of the palm tree is exposed.
  8. Yeah it's gross but it's not dominant or anything. It's a very vocal section though. I love wow and came back to it recently after about a 10 year break. The player base now (for classic at least) is solid millenial dads 30-45. Most people are normal but like every other aspect of american society the maga idiots love to let everyone know they are maga and revel in being disruptive assholes.
  9. The "competent" person she is talking about is herself. This isn't maga turning on trump, it's just petty infighting bullshit like everything else from maga.
  10. As a non-religious person facing their own approaching mortality I have found a certain comfort (for lack of a better word) in the idea that the atoms my body is made of come from exploded stars and when I die my atoms return to the universe to be reused. The water metaphor deeply resonated with me and I'm not ashamed to say I teared up.
  11. It took a few years before civ6 got great. I'll wait for civ7 to catch up too. Unfortunately it's almost standard now to have to wait a year+ after release for modern aaa games to finally find their groove
  12. I'm trying to say this respectfully, but.. 1. You guys are way over thinking it 2. This show doesn't suck and pulling some Helena switch (again) at the end with absolutely no "cinema language" to tell the audience (unlike the first time) would be hack as shit.
  13. That was helly, no doubt in my mind
  14. I had 13 rounds with this bitch. Lost tons of dexterity in my fingers, toes felt like ice blocks all the time. I have regained about 90% since stopping though.
  15. The theater doesn't let me smoke a bowl during the movie. Hard pass.
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