I'm on my fifth day of quarantine today. The benefit of this is that I get to remain on the 7am zoom meeting for the entire hour and hear just what I need just when I need it. On Friday I received a call from my daughter in law in California telling me my son is not doing well. He was diagnosed as manic depressive as a teenager and given medication to help him maintain a level of emotional balance. When I spoke with him, he was definitely not on his medication, threatening to end his life, and overall, in a downward spiral. In addition, he is one of us and has relapsed, stating that the program is not helping him deal with his mental illness. I encouraged him not to follow through with his threat but to get back on his medication and report to his medical provider what is going on. I spoke to my ex and her husband after the call ended and they want to fly out there and save him from himself. We agreed to wait until we heard from his provider on Monday what our response should be and then Saturday, her husband flew out there anyway. Thank God I have a program that let's me keep my mouth shut in times like these and constantly reminds me to accept the things I cannot change. At this moment, I am serene in the knowledge that the God of my understanding has this situation and am comforted in knowing that He is my source of strength in good times and bad. While I am sad and somewhat in fear, I am going to continue to do the next right thing by trusting Him, speaking/listening to the spiritual mentors I have been blessed with, and awaiting the result of my PcR regarding Covid-19. It is my sister's 67th birthday and I am going to facetime her in Boise to tell her how much I love and appreciate her. It's a good day to be sober-hell, any day that ends in y is! Say a prayer for Clark today if you get a chance. Thanks. Glad to be here not wanting a drink.