I met R. V. Burgin, the Marine from the show, The Pacific. I'm paraphrasing him, but like most Marines probably, when I asked him a bit about how he was able to do what he did during the war, he looked at me kind of funny (I suppose because I look funny and he wanted to strangle me) and more of less said that it's what Marines do.
When my wife was taking care of her mom who was fading away with Alzheimers, I kind of got the same vibe from my wife. It's what you do -- you take care of your dying parent. There is no secret or way to sugar coat it, but you do your familial duty.
I'm starting to get a bit hopeless about the nonsense in the US and Texas. Before there was some hope, but now it's quickly turning into "you do what you do as a citizen" and if it helps fine, and if not, fuck it.. You are for impeachment when someone should be impeached, you are for government programs when they might effectively help people, you are against what isn't working. But all you can do is to put on your CITIZEN cap, vote and perhaps get involved in some small way but thinking things will be better? Man, I know many of you have been preaching that but it seems worse now than it did when we were working to jettison fuckhead. These fucking zombies won't go away.
Just because it doesn't seem like there is any hope with all the knuckleheads screwing everything up, doesn't mean you don't do your duty.
I guess.