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  1. At what age did you suffer your first stroke if I may ask? I keep pushing the envelope and tell myself Iā€™ll quit drinking soon. I feel like I just keep moving the needle back and back and something very bad is going to happen soon, which of course it will, if I donā€™t stop now. Iā€™m 30 and have recently developed bad sleep apnea when I drink, which is everyday. My fiancĆ©e wakes up panicking because she thinks I died in my sleep from not breathing, then Iā€™ll let out a huge gasp of air when she awakens me. My dreams are even fucked now convincing me Iā€™m drowning or running to the point of not being able to catch my breathe, I wake up several times a night gasping for air. I know my body will give out if i keep going at this rate. Plus drinking has gotten me overweight so, my health is just all around not what it should be for a 30 year old man. Iā€™m actually terrified of sleep now and just hope I pass out hard enough to sleep through the night knockedout.
  2. I donā€™t think Iā€™d go into withdrawals or anything if I quit drinking, but I suffer from anxiety, and sometimes drinking spikes my anxiety to panic attack levels where I think Iā€™m stroking out, or it will completely drown my anxiety and Iā€™m flying high. Had MRIs and EKGs and all that done when I thought I drank myself to death prior, with no results. I do feel I could quit again like the last time with just will power. Thing is, keeping sober obviously isnā€™t my strong suit, even though I made it around 3 years last go around. Sometimes I donā€™t think I ever want to go full on sober because I do love getting buzzed and enjoying drinking with friends....my problem is when everyone stops, Iā€™ll keep going or go to my vodka stash
  3. I posted on this thread back on shaggy. I had 2 and a half years without a drop until last November. Started with a few beers a day, and now Iā€™m back to my fifth of vodka daily - usually hidden in water bottles mixed with sprite. Work stress sparked my drinking again, now itā€™s just a part of my daily routine and just helps me chill out after work and feel good. Today was the first day I started feeling very dizzy and hot, just had my first drink and it all went away and I feel great. I know itā€™s a horrible path and I keep saying, okay this will be my last drink then Iā€™ll started exercising and eat better...etc. then I donā€™t. Iā€™m obviously full of shit and make excuses for myself constantly. Just thought Iā€™d share, thereā€™s so much secrecy in my drinking, def feel a lot of shame
  4. I enjoyed it, but like all these remakes...they just lack soul and the innocents of the originals. Canā€™t blame them though.
  5. Just wrapped it up, def provided entertainment. And really, a 20 page paper Ms. Doosh....cmon, I get these players pretty much get handed grades, but no backwoods community college should have a 20 of paper, just unnecessary.
  6. Roaches and Rats. Just last weekend my fiancĆ© and I were in bed and she screams, huge fucking roach on the drape, then fell to the ground. The thing I hate is their speed. I luckily killed it before it darted under the bed, or else I wouldnā€™t have been able to sleep. Definitely irrational. Rats because they are fucking disease filled rodents. Spiders donā€™t necessarily scare me, except as someone posted earlier, randomly walking into a web.
  7. Full on boner. This is going to be fucking amazing!
  8. I've never sat through all the of Godfather, but shit have probably pieced that damn film together over the years. Love it, but can't seem to sit through it. My unpopular opinion: The Big Lebowski. Saw it in high school with some stoner friends who swore it was gospel. Shit annoyed me, I'd like to see it again though to see if that's changed.
  9. Forgot shark week took over. When did the reunion come on? Still want to watch, just to finish the season up. And I predict Shane and the weird girl ends in a murder/suicide.
  10. Just Redboxā€™d this and am loving it! Perfect balance of humor and action. Perfect Redbox movie ha
  11. Only heard these on iHeartRadio, but State Farm is doing parodyā€™s of old songs replacing the lyrics with auto insurance lyrics. All time rage/cringe stuff.
  12. Damn, well no doubting the redemption teams bond and loyalty.
  13. Herb Dean needs to be suspended for that bullshit. How the fuck you call that????
  14. Tell the bitch to deal with it...is what I'd say. But I had a generic q-tip fall apart in my ear and had to have it tweezed out. No argument on my part.
  15. Ha was about to post something similar. I got damn near point blank on a huge Yellow Jacket, and the the salt just bounced off that motherfucker and pissed him off. I have the 2.0, not sure if the newer model are more powerful? Would love to be able to kill other shit than flies.
  16. Several last posts got my stomach growling! After a long fucking week I spent all evening grilling. Steak, short ribs, bacon wrapped jalapeƱos, corn, and baked potatoes. Time to feast!
  17. ^ damn 3 times? Took my nephew and we we both loved it. Still need to see End Game, apparently this one was better
  18. ^pure rage F Taco Bell. Hereā€™s one for nostalgia, was just talking online defensive driving and they played it:
  19. My family is the flip side of that wanting to do touristsy shit every second, pre planning and spending every second together. Just now they took a vacation together, and Iā€™m already annoyed just looking at their Facebook posts haha.
  20. I get Jeff not sharing food, but he wants to act all independent until itā€™s time to rely on a group effort ā€œsafety in numbersā€. Heā€™s a two face, and user. Seems like Laura has wised up to his BS. And oh boy Charlie, dude will never learn. Knew heā€™d overwork himself into tapping...
  21. Nice ^ Just finished grilling and started slow, thought my gun was defective or flies were on steroids, salt was just bouncing off them. Then around beer 4 I was a deadeye. Easily killed over 20. Put some bbq sauce on empty meat package, kill em or stun them and the sauce sticks them for a final kill shot haha, 4 right here:
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