I assume you voted for Trump, based solely on your "you people made me do it" defense. The same Trump who is, by way of his entire campaign, an ultra-nationalist. Unless you consider "Make America Great Again" to be an euphemism for the North American continent. The same Trump who has repetitively attacked the media and decried them as an enemy of the people, which matches up nicely with your "ultra-totalitarian" description. Who has the wherewithal for certain aspects of the Constitution in the days of Planned Parenthood, amirite?
As for the socialist aspect, you got me. I voted for the Democrat. If that makes me a socialist, than so be it. I doubt you could be bothered to define the differences between liberalism, neo-liberalism, socialism, democratic socialism, communism, etc. while you're being forced against your own will to vote for shitbags that don't represent your own views, but have an (R) in front of their name on the ballot. It's totally not your fault. You probably voted for Gary Johnson.
Nevertheless, I'll cop to it. I am Lenin. I am the Walrus.